Untitled, Brown Eyes

You found me, unspoiled and untouched
at a time when i didn't much know about myself you saw the person I could be.
And through the reflection of your brown eyes I started to see that same person.
your crooked smile warmed me
Your laugh made me believe in friendship
you made me desire more from myself.
And unknowingly made me desire you want you... crave you...

The moments I stole from Him, felt like an eternity in paradise.
Late nights spent on the phone or together.
You, me and that crooked smile a secret smile you only smiled for me.
And even though you didn't belong to me that smile did, so you did too.

We made love several times a day without touching
only through words
you kissed me hard with adjectives
your conversation penetrated me deep inside
you fucked me hard and long with adverbs
your stimulating conversation left me satisfied always ending with those 3 words.
but always empty as i lay alone at night

I wanted to give you all of me.
still do..
more than just a phone call a friendly hug or that warm smile
so i tell you....but you put me aside
sweeping me under the rug you pat my head and smile and
use thee"f" word
flattered... you're flattered at how i feel.
you just brushed off my love so easily
as just a crush a "school yard crush" is what you called it

But I knew that wasnt so
In my heart i knew you loved me back
Your brown eyes always tell the truth so i tell your lying mouth what your honest eyes have always said
I look right into those chocolate eyes and say "you love me too".

And as you walk away, I scream and cuss you out, you just keep walking
the days go by and the calls stop coming
I know you love me still

and i wait. i will always wait
for those brown eyes and that crooked smile to return back to me...
the one who loves you....
and the one who you love back.